selamat hari lahir sayang...

assalamualaikum buah hati kakak...
selamat hari lahir in advance sayang..


okey...
kenapa kakak excited erk?
because i miss u so much darling...
a few more days to go..
then ur birthday...
there is a lot of story that i wanna share with u...
eerrrmmm~
nk start dari mne erk??
hahaha...
too much too talk....



adik tersayang...
sesungguhnya janji Allah itu pasti...
setiap yang bernyawa pasti akan pergi menemui penciptanya suatu hari nanti...
Allah telah menghadiahkan kakak ciptaan-Nya yang terindah...
iaitu kamu adikku....



12 tahun berlalu dengan pantas...
kita membesar bersama...
berkongsi segala rasa dan cerita...
kasih ini kian mekar seiring masa yang berlalu...
kamulah teman...
kamulah rakan...
"kembar"...
itulah gelaran org buat kita...
dek kerana terlalu kerap bersama...
pakaian yang sama...
malah...
dianugerahkan saiz tubuh badan yang sama...
setiap mata yang memandang pasti akan tertipu dengan menyangka kita adalah pasangan kembar dek kerana anugerah rupa paras yang juga sama....
namun...
apalah daya kakak...
kamu terlebih dahulu pergi menghadap ilahi...




saat2 terakhir pemergianmu...
hanya Allah yang mengetahui..
betapa hancur hati ini melihat kamu terkaku...bisu...
bibir yang dahulunya terpalit senyuman...
kini kaku...
tiada lagi suara kamu memecah kesunyian...
saat itu...
sukar utk kakak merelakan pemergian adik..
namun...
percaturan Allah itu jauh lebih hebat...
akhirnya kami merelakan pemergian adik...
redha dengan segala ketentuan-Nya...




Adik...
sesungguhnya saat ini kakak teramat merindui adik...
merindui seorang teman...
seorang insan yang sentiasa menemani diri ini...
kelahiran kamu disyukuri...
dan pemergianmu diredhai...





Buah hati kakak...
kakak bersyukur dan gembira kerana dianugerahkan adik yang baik...
mendengar kata, nasihat...
malah sempurna...




Adik...
kakak sayang adik...



with love,
cik adilah

persahabatan itu ibarat mutiara...

sahabat...


aku x kuat utk bgtau korg...
betapa aku tersangat rindukan korg...
aku rindu sgt semua kenangan kita...
everything that we've done...
every time that we've spent time together...

bubbling...bubble....bulb???errrrr~

assalamualaikum...

dear bloggie...



okey la...
arini cik merajinkan jari jemari ni mengupdate new entry...



erm...
nk ckp pasal apa errkk???
okey la..
jom mengarut...




let me start with bismillah..


just wanna share something...
sy tau sy seorang gadis yg kuat...
but...
sometimes...
when something torture me hardly....
when time left me behind....
when problem drag me down...
i just want someone hold my hand...
look into my eyes...
smile...
n told me that "everything is gonna be okey"....




sy x perlukan syarahan...
sy x nk di marah....



because at that time...
all i need is a voice that could make me calm...
hand could hold me tight...
an eye who look at me full with love...
a mouth full with smile....





it's never mind if u couldn't solve my problem...
i just want u to be on my side...
not supporting me...
just "my side"...
be there for me...



please don't scold me when i'm in the middle of problem...
because u'll never know what i've been through...
how was my journey...
u're not on my shoes.....
u just know half of my life...
not entire my story....
u know my name...
but not my life...
u know my story...
not my history....
u know my journey...
not my lifeline...




i'm not asking u to understand my life....
just understand my situation...
not be on my shoes...
just walk with me to get through my journey....
not be on my history....
just know the story very well...
not only my name...
know me hardly...





when others looked at me as "anak manja"...
i've prove that i'm now a ladies with a character....
when others looked at me as "coward"....
i've prove that now i'm the 1 who stay far away from my parent....
when others looked at my as a "little" child...
i've prove that i'm going to get married soon...
when others looked at me as a beautiful ladies without brain...
i've prove that i am a beautiful ladies who have a brain....
while others think that i'm just an ordinary girl who will end up my study at the stpm level...
i've prove that i am now at the university...






that is because i'm not just ignore what other say about me...
i take it as a challenge...
i'm not just live my life...
i enjoy it...



if u just ignore what others say...
then u'll never know what u've missed...
just take what they said...
don't put inside ur heart...
just put aside...
take it as a challenge..
n thanks to them what u've done today...
that is all with them help...
u've achieve something that they never thought that u'll do it...




it was not easier route for me...
i've been trough so many incident in my life...
there are so many people that i made...
n...
there are so many challenge that i faced...





hahaha...
ingt senang nk ckp omputeh broken ni???
hahaha...
but i don't care what others said...
i am in a learning process...
xda org dilahirkan terus berlari right??




so..
take a chance...
make a change...
people who resist to change will never know what is waiting for them on the other side....
n they are just like dinosaur...
"they will extinct"...
hahaha...
that is my lecturer quote...




with love,
cikadilah

Dil laga liya....

Dil laga liya maine tumse pyaar karke,
Tumse pyaar karke, tumse pyaar karke,
Dil laga liya maine tumse pyar karke,
Tumse pyar karke, tumse pyar karke,
Dil chura liya maine ikraar karke
Ikraar karke, ikraar karke
Dil laga liya maine tumse pyaar karke
Tumse pyaar karke, tumse pyaar karke
Mere diljaani mere maahi mere dholna
Koi sun lega zara dheere dheere bolna

Haan, ishq kiya hai maine chori nahin ki hai
Tere sang yaara jora jori nahin ki hai

Chain le liya maine beqaraar karke
Beqaraar karke, beqaraar karke
Dil laga liya maine tumse pyaar karke
Tumse pyaar karke, tumse pyaar karke
Beech safar mein kahin mera saath chhodke
Tujhko kasam hai naiyyo jaana dil todke

Kaise main bataaoon tujhe kaisa mera haal ve
Jeena marna hai sab ab tere naal ve

Tujhko paa liya tera intezaar karke
Intezaar karke, intezaar karke
Dil laga liya maïne tumse pyaar karke
Tumse pyaar karke, tumse pyaar karke

(from movie : Dil hai tuhaara)

segalanya ada hikmah..

assalamualaikum...


dear mr.bloggie...
alhamdulillah...
after a few days cik mengikuti perkembangan #MH370...
mengumpul kekuatan...
akhirnya cik temui jgak kekuatan...







sebagai seorang islam...
cik rsa kta perlu kembali melihat situasi ini dari sudut yg sebetulnya...
everything that happen...
ada hikmahnya...
allah sedang menguji kita....
bersangka baiklah dengan allah s.w.t...
allah takkan membebani hambanya diluar kemampuan hambanya...




sama2 kita doakan keselamatan para penyelamat yg sdg menjalankan operasi search n rescue...
mereka sdg melakukan yang terbaik...
sesungguhnya laut itu sangat luas...
sehinggakan kapal yg besar gah kelihatan seperti semut di tengah lautan....
apatah lg hilangnya #MH370 tnpa sebarang petanda...
teruskan berdoa...




masih ingtkah kita dgn kisah titanic??
kapal yg kononnya x akan tenggelam??
dan akhirnya tewas dek kerana iceberg...
dan kini...
Boeing777-200...
kapal terbang yang paling selamat...
adakah anda yakin??
sesungguhnya setiap ciptaan manusia itu ada kelemahannya dan kekurangannya...
because allah power is beyond our abilities...
even x terjangkau dek akal fikiran kita...
dan apabila allah mengatakan "jadi" maka jadilah...






kita selalu disogokkan dgn kehebatan ciptaan manusia...
hinggakan kita terlupa hebatnya kuasa allah...
hari ini...
allah uji kita...
dengan melenyapkan sebuah kapal terbang yang "paling selamat"....
maka seluruh dunia terkesan...
sehinggakan tiada suatu peralatan yang canggihpun dpt mengesannya...
allahuakhbar...




jangan pernah berputus asa...
berdoalah..
yakinlah pada allah...
insyaallah...
akan temui penyelesaiannya...


for MH370 families...
allah is always with u guys...
keep praying..
n ask for allah help....
jgn pernah berputus asa dengan allah...
sesungguhnya allah sedang menguji kamu...
bersangka baiklah...
setiap yang berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya....





#prayforMH370



with love,
cik adilah