permata yang hilang

kau sahabat...
perkenalan tiga tahun bukanlah suatu tempoh yg singkat...
pelbagai pengalaman pahit..
suka dan duka....
semuanya kita kongsi bersama....
tiga serangkai...
ya...
itulah gelaran yg diberikan...
x pernah berpisah....
ikatan yg kuat antara kita..
terlalu istimewa...



tapi...
kini...
masa berlalu...
silih berganti...
kita semakin dewasa...
semakin banyak cabaran dan tuntutan....
persahabatan yg dahulunya tulus...
kini penuh rintangan dan halangan...
tiada lagi gelak tawa...
tiada lg gurau senda...
sebabnya...
hanya engkau yg tahu...




kau kini ibarat permata yg hilang...
dan aku tidak ingin kembali mencari permata itu...
cuma...
apa yg aku harapkan...
aku tidak lagi kembali menemui permata itu apabila ia hancur berkecai....





sahabat...
andai ini kali yg terakhir kita bersua...
andai ini kali terakhir kita ketawa...
aku maafkan segala kesilapan kau...
maafkan jua kesilapan aku....
aku halalkan segala pemberianku...
serta aku mohon kau juga lakukan begitu....






salam persahabatan,
cikadilah

and the war just begin!!!

assalamualaikum...
dear mr bloggie...


alhamdulillah..
akhirnya ada gak masa n idea nk update new entry...



actually esok start final exam for the final semester...
the war just begin with the first battle is military law...
may allah ease our battle...
insyaallah..



syukur pada allah..
akhirnya segala penat lelah selama 1 sem akan smpai ke penghujungnya..
semester ni merupakan semester yang tough bg cik n kwn2..
thesis n another 7 more subject to cover...
n alhamdulillah..
setelah berpanas berhujan..
tamat sesi pembelajaran bagi semester ni...




so...
utk semua kawan2 tahun akhir ijazah sarjana muda pengurusan sumber manusia pertahanan.....
semoga berjaya dalam peperiksaan akhir ni...
do ur best...
allah will do the rest...
usaha + doa + tawakal..
insyaallah...
everything will be fine..




jgn lpe..
mintak restu kedua ibu bapa...
pohon keampunan dan kemaafan...
semoga allah tenangkan hati msa jwb exam nnt...




okey la...
got to go...
study smart...work hard...
allah nampak usaha kita...

assalamualaikum...


with love,
cik adilah

selamat hari lahir sayang...

assalamualaikum buah hati kakak...
selamat hari lahir in advance sayang..


okey...
kenapa kakak excited erk?
because i miss u so much darling...
a few more days to go..
then ur birthday...
there is a lot of story that i wanna share with u...
eerrrmmm~
nk start dari mne erk??
hahaha...
too much too talk....



adik tersayang...
sesungguhnya janji Allah itu pasti...
setiap yang bernyawa pasti akan pergi menemui penciptanya suatu hari nanti...
Allah telah menghadiahkan kakak ciptaan-Nya yang terindah...
iaitu kamu adikku....



12 tahun berlalu dengan pantas...
kita membesar bersama...
berkongsi segala rasa dan cerita...
kasih ini kian mekar seiring masa yang berlalu...
kamulah teman...
kamulah rakan...
"kembar"...
itulah gelaran org buat kita...
dek kerana terlalu kerap bersama...
pakaian yang sama...
malah...
dianugerahkan saiz tubuh badan yang sama...
setiap mata yang memandang pasti akan tertipu dengan menyangka kita adalah pasangan kembar dek kerana anugerah rupa paras yang juga sama....
namun...
apalah daya kakak...
kamu terlebih dahulu pergi menghadap ilahi...




saat2 terakhir pemergianmu...
hanya Allah yang mengetahui..
betapa hancur hati ini melihat kamu terkaku...bisu...
bibir yang dahulunya terpalit senyuman...
kini kaku...
tiada lagi suara kamu memecah kesunyian...
saat itu...
sukar utk kakak merelakan pemergian adik..
namun...
percaturan Allah itu jauh lebih hebat...
akhirnya kami merelakan pemergian adik...
redha dengan segala ketentuan-Nya...




Adik...
sesungguhnya saat ini kakak teramat merindui adik...
merindui seorang teman...
seorang insan yang sentiasa menemani diri ini...
kelahiran kamu disyukuri...
dan pemergianmu diredhai...





Buah hati kakak...
kakak bersyukur dan gembira kerana dianugerahkan adik yang baik...
mendengar kata, nasihat...
malah sempurna...




Adik...
kakak sayang adik...



with love,
cik adilah

persahabatan itu ibarat mutiara...

sahabat...


aku x kuat utk bgtau korg...
betapa aku tersangat rindukan korg...
aku rindu sgt semua kenangan kita...
everything that we've done...
every time that we've spent time together...

bubbling...bubble....bulb???errrrr~

assalamualaikum...

dear bloggie...



okey la...
arini cik merajinkan jari jemari ni mengupdate new entry...



erm...
nk ckp pasal apa errkk???
okey la..
jom mengarut...




let me start with bismillah..


just wanna share something...
sy tau sy seorang gadis yg kuat...
but...
sometimes...
when something torture me hardly....
when time left me behind....
when problem drag me down...
i just want someone hold my hand...
look into my eyes...
smile...
n told me that "everything is gonna be okey"....




sy x perlukan syarahan...
sy x nk di marah....



because at that time...
all i need is a voice that could make me calm...
hand could hold me tight...
an eye who look at me full with love...
a mouth full with smile....





it's never mind if u couldn't solve my problem...
i just want u to be on my side...
not supporting me...
just "my side"...
be there for me...



please don't scold me when i'm in the middle of problem...
because u'll never know what i've been through...
how was my journey...
u're not on my shoes.....
u just know half of my life...
not entire my story....
u know my name...
but not my life...
u know my story...
not my history....
u know my journey...
not my lifeline...




i'm not asking u to understand my life....
just understand my situation...
not be on my shoes...
just walk with me to get through my journey....
not be on my history....
just know the story very well...
not only my name...
know me hardly...





when others looked at me as "anak manja"...
i've prove that i'm now a ladies with a character....
when others looked at me as "coward"....
i've prove that now i'm the 1 who stay far away from my parent....
when others looked at my as a "little" child...
i've prove that i'm going to get married soon...
when others looked at me as a beautiful ladies without brain...
i've prove that i am a beautiful ladies who have a brain....
while others think that i'm just an ordinary girl who will end up my study at the stpm level...
i've prove that i am now at the university...






that is because i'm not just ignore what other say about me...
i take it as a challenge...
i'm not just live my life...
i enjoy it...



if u just ignore what others say...
then u'll never know what u've missed...
just take what they said...
don't put inside ur heart...
just put aside...
take it as a challenge..
n thanks to them what u've done today...
that is all with them help...
u've achieve something that they never thought that u'll do it...




it was not easier route for me...
i've been trough so many incident in my life...
there are so many people that i made...
n...
there are so many challenge that i faced...





hahaha...
ingt senang nk ckp omputeh broken ni???
hahaha...
but i don't care what others said...
i am in a learning process...
xda org dilahirkan terus berlari right??




so..
take a chance...
make a change...
people who resist to change will never know what is waiting for them on the other side....
n they are just like dinosaur...
"they will extinct"...
hahaha...
that is my lecturer quote...




with love,
cikadilah