dear bloggie...
okey la...
arini cik merajinkan jari jemari ni mengupdate new entry...
erm...
nk ckp pasal apa errkk???
okey la..
jom mengarut...
let me start with bismillah..
just wanna share something...
sy tau sy seorang gadis yg kuat...
but...
sometimes...
when something torture me hardly....
when time left me behind....
when problem drag me down...
i just want someone hold my hand...
look into my eyes...
smile...
n told me that "everything is gonna be okey"....
because at that time...
all i need is a voice that could make me calm...
hand could hold me tight...
an eye who look at me full with love...
a mouth full with smile....
it's never mind if u couldn't solve my problem...
i just want u to be on my side...
not supporting me...
just "my side"...
be there for me...
please don't scold me when i'm in the middle of problem...
because u'll never know what i've been through...
how was my journey...
u're not on my shoes.....
u just know half of my life...
not entire my story....
u know my name...
but not my life...
u know my story...
not my history....
u know my journey...
not my lifeline...
i'm not asking u to understand my life....
just understand my situation...
not be on my shoes...
just walk with me to get through my journey....
not be on my history....
just know the story very well...
not only my name...
know me hardly...
when others looked at me as "anak manja"...
i've prove that i'm now a ladies with a character....
when others looked at me as "coward"....
i've prove that now i'm the 1 who stay far away from my parent....
when others looked at my as a "little" child...
i've prove that i'm going to get married soon...
when others looked at me as a beautiful ladies without brain...
i've prove that i am a beautiful ladies who have a brain....
while others think that i'm just an ordinary girl who will end up my study at the stpm level...
i've prove that i am now at the university...
that is because i'm not just ignore what other say about me...
i take it as a challenge...
i'm not just live my life...
i enjoy it...
if u just ignore what others say...
then u'll never know what u've missed...
just take what they said...
don't put inside ur heart...
just put aside...
take it as a challenge..
n thanks to them what u've done today...
that is all with them help...
u've achieve something that they never thought that u'll do it...
it was not easier route for me...
i've been trough so many incident in my life...
there are so many people that i made...
n...
there are so many challenge that i faced...
hahaha...
ingt senang nk ckp omputeh broken ni???
hahaha...
but i don't care what others said...
i am in a learning process...
xda org dilahirkan terus berlari right??
so..
take a chance...
make a change...
people who resist to change will never know what is waiting for them on the other side....
n they are just like dinosaur...
"they will extinct"...
hahaha...
that is my lecturer quote...
with love,
cikadilah
